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This blog is rarely updated because it depends on my mood and inspiration. If you have a problem with that, I suggest you leave and stop complaining, bitch. Do not pretend you know me like the back of your hand from reading this online sanctuary of mine because this is not even half of me yet.

If only I could sit down and re-write or redact whatever one does to a 17-year accumulation of episodes.I would want to skirt off every demonize act one has done to it.Skipping every mutual relationship it has reacted to it.More to say it might just slip of our fingers and roll down to the drain while leaving scarred tissues on our hearts.

We do not have to discover connection techniques and processes from the beginning;they learn from the previous generation,who learn from their previous predecessors, and so on.And so if we apply this special technique into our daily lives,I reckon everyone will remain safe,safe from danger.

We may accidently slip our tounge to certain people especially when we're totally indulge in our hearty chats.And worry not,we do it all the time.In times we try to understand each other so much so they fell to the curled rings of our tangled trap.Paradoxically producing a sense of liberation in me,because many people have tried to make the decision for me,and how did I answered to it? I blow my mind out.

Something has happened to my lovable friend Her sickly body is making nothing except punching my heart painfully.Invisible tears crossed my cheek and hers.I inversed back to nostalgic,trying to make everything work out well for her.I cannot answer to her problem neither make her pain go away.But I can try though,or even stab the culprit until he or she is totally disfigured.*Sighs*

And again I was confronted with pictures of smiling dolphins with sounds of angry chants telling me to adjust myself to the world that the fact that not every problem is solvable and that the global tide is inexorable.

I pray and hope that us humans can solve our problem like walking on copses and then go on with our lives leaving the past as history

And so be it.
marfi @ 12:38 AM


"A little less fun More of a boredom" was how yesterday's trip went.Tell me was it worth it sailing almost one hour of journey to vivocity and claim to fun for only two insufficient hours.Give me a face,I need to slap.My heart sank and my mind tells me not to go on further details.*pressing lips*

*Clasp hands,thought hard*And something cuts off the disraction.Blood pools stayed mobile on the grounds of esplanade.Ahuh.Gruesome I know.I did'nt know about this only when i came down form the rooftop with jeff and he start talking to my ear that there was a fight earlier on between two secret societies.According to witness didi claimed that the victim was stabbed at the head(geez) and noticedhim ran and yet stabbed twice.Bluergh.At that brief moment I was honestly standing bug-eyed and my heart just instantly stood still.

Since the computer is transferred to a much better environment and with my long holidays intact this means I'm going to make full use of it until whatever time,be it morning.HAHA!
marfi @ 8:14 AM


While it is true that my O levels are officially over,I certainly can't keep the expressions happy u know.3 months slaps up very quickly and i don't know what may come.Because i have to be really prepared on heading towards different directions be it staggering or running.Poly has been really putting my confidence to the level of shame cause i might just get bad grades you see.O levels? It's certainly not easy for the slow and the fast.

Reminiscing,i clutched on to the near reaches in my memory and remembered crying.I was doing maths i think.Yeah it was.The second time was Humans.I needed this presurising moment to over quickly,as fast as possible.Cause i nearly could not take it anymore.Of course, i shan't never give up,geez thats a waste if i gave up.Luckily i have couple of friends who saved me from the beatest juncture.

And when its over yesterday,i reckon even the plants could die hearing me screamed.It rubbed the pain and brushed off every single paper tragedie.Noone can stop me from littering the blocks with my hugest laughters.Phenomenon.HAHA.

Whatever the results is,life still goes on and it has to be constantly moving.I've made my backup plans.Mum knows about it but not dad.I dont want to jolt his frustrations yet.I swear to you he really want to see me in poly next year.But his demands are a little slim because the papers were hard.Man cambridge was a bitch.

I will be meeting the girls later when the sun sets.Yes i am looking forward mate.
marfi @ 1:04 AM