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This blog is rarely updated because it depends on my mood and inspiration. If you have a problem with that, I suggest you leave and stop complaining, bitch. Do not pretend you know me like the back of your hand from reading this online sanctuary of mine because this is not even half of me yet.

it was hell alot of a fun.i stole the croud in just seconds..eyes scanning through me were never ending.Standing infront of the crowd was a glowing experience.To be so much in fear of facing the crowd on stage was a nightmare , however, i pulled it just now and it was a significant one.woohoo!wolf whistles filled up the hall together with glared eyes and soaring lungs driven my screams overwhelmed me with recognition.wan kin and gg pulled out the crowd like fucking nobody's buisness.what an awesome band.
Being an emcee was a pasionate duty, tho the stress pressing was merciless.But me raimi and zai resulted it to a magnificent one tho.while my speech raced the crowd's mind,i trembled viciously to a point where i have to shovel my other hand so as not to make it obvious.
there came apoint where, i gave george a slender slide od arm to arm connection only to make my way out.slap me somebody, cause part of the reason was to get physically close to him.aww..hehe.enough for now.firos pressing me for an early posting.

good night bitches
marfi @ 9:07 AM


Every minute of the upcoming week was planned.Just as soon as i returned from kim's house, everything seems to run in my mind. I'm like no more further from N's.Honestly, im getting panic.Even with help and courageous talk from friends, the work list is still daunting.It was time to start preparing the mindset before i release myself to the cold seat.

*sigh*Lets not think about it.so anywaes,just returned from kim's house.i wish i could sleepover your house kim, but as u said malay's stereobox mentality.Laterr.kim, gg and wan were trying so hard to find for a perfect teachers day song and eventually felt extreme engrossed over it that they tripped over a lame elton john's lyrics.still hav relations abt teachers tho.
we wolfed down chicken rice which kim's mum bought,delicious but our stomachs were'nt fully emptied.

Talking abt teacher's day concert.i hope i'll be e emcy and i wanna be the emcy.Mr raj was so biased tt he ignored our hard work.Counsellors seemingly is s he's onli best.Ppl, this is the result of getting to hooked on quality leadership until he got so influenced so much tt any judgement he make is likely to be unfair.whut a cowhead fucker.

I now taking my fingers off the keyboard.I'm fuggin tired and my backbone is gonna fall off any moment.

Goodnight bitches
marfi @ 10:14 PM


OMG.i am so fuggin tired.I feel like an ant squashed to death.Well actually now, im squashed with F&n CW.what's more is that, kim is going to mow me down with a tracker 5 times and marked my necks by strangalation.kim, i'm waiting.F&n has been bugging me for the past 120 hours.Gosh! I need help.it has to be done my tomorrow and its still undone.Though how hard i tried to be extra focus, no shit seems to past out my brain.uhh.
Well,today has been a very tiring day.Carried a 2 kg amp,was helping kim actually since his les paul had caused him kneeling.Poor thing.we left school then broomed off to mac where i got a free burger by kim(u rock my socks!)
Currently chatting wif jeff and arif.So long folks.Im off for now.

Goodnight bitches
marfi @ 8:52 AM


Love me for me Mr Georgy

Intrigues me with every move,till I'm breathless,I' helpless,can't regain composure.
Steals my heart as he takes my hand.
Felt his fingertips as he grip my hips and I slip as we dip into a state of bliss.
I begin to give in with no hesitation,can't help my infatuation.

Its pure infatuation

With skin the colour of cinnamon,his eyes lights up and I melt within.
He brings life to my fantasies,sparks a passion inside of me.
As I finds the words when I cannot speak,
In the silence his heart-beat is music to me.
I'm wanting to explore his world but part of me wants to hide.
Hold me, say that you adore me,
Never let go,never leave me lonely.

Its pure infatuation

What a feeling of vulnerbility coming over me.
Feeling weak as I cant speak nor cant think.
Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being,
With abillties to set me free,let me be me.


Stripped of all make up,
no need for fancy clothes.
no cover ups,push ups.
With him,I don't have to put on a show.
He loves every freckle,every curve.every inch of my skin.
Fulfilling me entirely,taking all of me in.
He's real.he's honesty.he is Mr Georgy
marfi @ 3:14 AM


Its rather true that i have yet to publish a new post due to the insufficient time god has to offer,only to tie nerves of my brain vessels yo a knot.I insisted on clearing past assignments and doubts,hopefully i could lay it to the teachers on time.I dunno whut triggered me to do far well for N,it regained my consciousness tho,but whatever the reason is,endurance is the virtue.

So nothing when wrong today.The weather was wonderful leaving me to freezing point.It gave me a pleasant and acceptable way to go out for the evening,but usually i wont,back home i will be sleeping throughout.Its beneficial though.Classes went smoothly,relevant subject teachers wasn't making fusses and they borrowed time well too.Teachers day is nearing and raimi had an idea of broadcasting to all the students eyes during the celebration.So,half of us class snap candids and videos as we wished "happy teachers day!"gasto-ly.laterr people.haha.In the midst of everything,someone wasnt happy of my reaction,she claimed me of bitching around with her not-so handsome boyfriend when i was friggin onli talking and laughing.She then percolate down the emotions to close friends redeeming me a bitch.Ponitificating her always-right.Lick my ass biatch,suckhead loser shit.bluek!

Not forgetting,heading back home,a troup of primary school kids lame leaders was stoopidly fighting as zai and i were giving our evryday bitchy look.throwing words,taken me to golly.Dispute hold us two as i snapped back right to he's mothafucking face.what pure grimace he's face has.tsk tsk.

Enough about people.they're boring to my channel.

And so....

Hush,hush little georgy.
marfi @ 1:56 AM


The days passes quickly over me.It was comparable to a ray of light.I faltingly opened my my eyes, only to be out of my room so that the air-con mechanic could check the aircons.Laterr.God loved me so much that he hesitate me to the toilet for a wash up,because the mechanic happened to only check and not repair the aircons which took less then half an hour.Ugh.I heard my plushy pillows calling,so i head back to where i belong half an hour ago,sleeping.

Later in the afternoon,I had lunch and started off with my school assignment.I polished my maths ending to an amount of 4 hours duration.After which,I snapped up to the com for a blog check.Pathetically,the com had nothing to entertain me.Nyeh.So,I got dressed and head to my cousin sister's house where there's these baby who was magnificently cute but his cries were pure cutesy.His tears flowed down soiling his shirt and the screams coming from he's throat were truly malicous to the ears.I nearly wanted to scream "shut up",but no authority says i should.Bluek!

My body was turning to thrash as soon as i got home.Closing the gate behind me with the door left ajar ,i noticed my dad wolfing down a bowl of porridge.Yum.Thats all i have to share for today people.Goodnight

Laterr
marfi @ 11:48 AM


Whispering in your silence
I let out a silent pray, hoping that my stripped act would end.
And I would die by your hidden cursings.
I was prey in your bed, and devoured completely.

I need to get away from you,walk away

I should have known that I was used for an amusement.
Could'nt see through the smoke,it was all an illusion.
Now i have been licking my wounds,but the venom seeps deeper
We both can seduce girl, but you hold me prisoner.

Get away,walk away

I'm about to break as I tried stopping this ache.
I'm trapped to your web and I'm fiending for a cure.
Every step I take is leading me to a plaintive mistake,
Getting nothing in return,instead pure betrayal and negligence.
What did i do to deserve the pain of this slow burn on my chest.

To walk away.

Inside I screaming,begging pleading no more.
Now what to do,my heart has been bruised.So sad but its true.
Hurting my soul because I can't let go and these walls are caving in and I can't stop this suffering.I hate to show that i've lost control.Overreacting painlessly in your solitary confinement.

I need to get away from you,walk away.


marfi @ 11:32 PM


It is friday today,but I felt like wednesday.My five hours of sleep has been disturbed by my self-timed-body-clock.In which i only wake up when the clouds were purple with a tint of early morning's dark sky.Though I didn't hear the alarm bell,my body has been adapted to the forceful morning woke ups I had for the past few years of morning education.Isnuggle out of bed as the hindrance of school dragged me unmercifully to the toilet.After fifteen minutes of wash ups, I delibrately shovel my uniform and put it onto my plumpy frame.After which,I gulped down a cup of warm milo and called gg whether she was ready.
School started of with an ear piercing draggy nag by Mr Indian pontianak-Raj.Raj would deliver a grimace image if he were displeased by our actions and misbehaviour-ness during assembly.Screw him.
School ended at 12.30 after which kim,wan,gg and i spent our lunch venue at kfc.Kim and wan had kfc meals while gg and i went for old chang kee and doughnuts invidually.We followed accordingly to what was planned,which was to go straight to kimmikos house for band practice,in another words its jamming.We spent the whole afternoon jamming.I sang "end of me" song and spend the rest of the time until 6.30, rearranging the new song i composed for hakim.Kim,i hope you like it yar.sorry if it is too long.Soon then,gg,wan,khai and i left for home together with a packet of chocolaty milo bar.yum yum.
marfi @ 9:32 AM


My blog has been rather stagnant all because I have been busy trying to find the perfect skin. Its very stressing, I almost caused my brain to explode. Thanks to Kim and GG for the tutorials of blogging. I'm off for now.
marfi @ 12:00 PM


Although I'm quite hesitant to have a blog, I don't know what is it that triggered a feeling in me of entering the blogsphere world. Its going to be interesting. But the thing is, I am not going to update frequently, only when I feel like it.
marfi @ 6:50 PM