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This blog is rarely updated because it depends on my mood and inspiration. If you have a problem with that, I suggest you leave and stop complaining, bitch. Do not pretend you know me like the back of your hand from reading this online sanctuary of mine because this is not even half of me yet.

i know most people spend their saturdays at town or a date somewhere.but it was helloween yesterday.and you shouldnt be at town or wherever u were yesterday.Escape to hell'oween.

my best friends and i gathered ourselves to pasir ris.all in need to celebrate helloween.i know asians would sound a little crap by celebrating it.but what the hell,it was the effin first time i celebrate helloween.hell it was cool and awesome.Noone has the law of prohibiting me from screaming.as i blog,my throat is sore.

my muscles wobbled after all the penetrating grabbing,nauseating rides(i thought i would die) and painful body weight pressing.there was this indoor dark roller coaster,i dont know what's the name.before riding in,i was actually staring at the deadly tracks,imagining if something bad would happen to me."what if i lose grip?".for a brief moment,i know if it happens,my death will be a gruesome one.okay enough about that.lets carry on.

we entered the so called "haunted mansion" in which we wasted like half and hour queing.and when we got in,we are ordered to listen to some skeleton in suit's instructions.and what came crawling behind me was this stoopid bloody buggar with a hood and mask costume like the one from "I know what you did last summer".he came sprawling on me,i screamed and bloody hell,i fall rolling on the ground.my fall made him stop and he was like "eh dek dek jatuh jatuh".dammit he's a malay guy.mat as always.

as im blogging,i still can recall the throbbing headache and fast hearbeats almost like a thump.i was afraid if i would have some stoopid nightmare.Pulling the blankets over my head i read some holy prayers to shield myself from greeny satans.


*I will produce the pictures later*
marfi @ 2:13 AM


Anticipation tingles on my skin.Just the imaginary sight of it is overwhelming me.

My countdown starts now.
marfi @ 5:43 AM


Yesterday,me and mummy when down to arab street in search of my baju.there were'nt much choices.So i left the place empty handed and to tanjong katong in which....


I know im not a fan of the recent Anugerah singing competition.And dont be amazed,i came to know the finalist's names only during the grand finale.Stoopid am i.but what the hell.

me and mummy were walking down the aisle towards golden landmark,in which i coincidently met taufik(or taufiq,wttvr)and khairul anwar .To my own perspect,they looked more like mats on tv,but they were kind of cute in fact.Nemind bt tt.Both plaster smiles at me,and i can feel my face spread with a little grin.Heheh.


we both broke fast at my only grandma's place.i have to admit,its been a while since i met up with her due to the far distant horizon we both live.As i lie down on her thin bony lap and feel her stroke strands of my hair,a flicker of memories came swimming in.I remembered my childhood days staying there,because both mummy and dad need to work to cover our daily expenses.Financial were tight back then,very tight.I flipped a little,and realized that i compulsorily need to repay her everything.Me and grandma hold a very tight bonding.Up till now,i still very much loved her.
marfi @ 4:30 PM


I clasped my hand.Tight enough to feel the blood oozing.Nostalgic swims in.Unbearable

im not starting work tomorrow,well actually it was supposed to be today,but somehow or rather,its was posponed till after the big raya celebration.i felt acerbic prickling in.my head was light.its fruitless running away.it will only compound to my own negligence

how can i forgo the plans?
i produce a litle shudder and dare not move.

the whole day was fucked up.i wrench opened the fridge repeatingly hoping to find for some food or something.I know i dislike pineapple juice,but whatever.i then quaffed down.Seriously,fighting makes your throat dry and choked.


You old sick retarded biatch.
marfi @ 9:20 PM


i got bored over the previous skin,so i made a decision to browse for a new one with a touch of freshness and purity.

my handphone rang,alerting me out of sleep.I stared at the caller ID,looking back was an unknown number,i made my figurations yet i still cant recall anyone with such number.still in a slumber sleep,i announced a tired hello.Responding was a salesgirl from Charles David,a shop whereby i tried for a job .She said that there wasnt any vacancy left for me ,so i said okay and end the conversation with a soft thank you.i took it lightly as i already found a job,and there should be nothing to worry about.Back in bed,i bury my face in the softness of my pillow,hoping to muffle out the incessant and demanding shrill of the air con.

Wandering from room to room,knowing that boredom was killing me.I sat back in front of the computer hoping to find something unordinary in the net.i got a tongue twister poet,i tried reading them quickly in order to feel the brief excitement.mine wasnt that good,so i copy paste it here if you readers want to try.

MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO MOMMA DEE MOMMA CHOO YO MOMMA MY MOMMA OUR MOMMA ON POPPA.

try harder if u failed.
marfi @ 10:00 PM


i hate sleeping now.why?because im having so much trouble just to get myself to dreamland.when the rest are sleeping unconciously,there i am,still struggling.it only hurts my sightness more when i force on sleeping.So what i did was,swtich on the side-bed lamps,groped a book out of the battered shelf and read hourly.Loving the words,mallifoulsy written.


atlas,ive found a job.the pay is high despite of its long working hours.5 bucks per hour,how awesome is that.it cossets the 10 hours of standing and far distance to Chinatown.don't be jealous people,it only takes a little patience and a great friend with great lobangs.hah.

Maybe now i can sleep better after the beautiful blandishments.Nyahaha:p
marfi @ 9:06 PM



marfi @ 9:31 PM


ouh well,sorry fer the delaying update people,yet to find anything to post about.

grocerie shopping dont use to interest me in anyway,i simply dislike the lifting of big size carriers with untouched food dangling inside.most of the time i would peer outof the dark,openmouthed,teeth showing,eyes glitering,helding up to a refractory kid with disagreement.but for just now, i dont really know what urge me to grocerie shopping with mummy.maybe its the minor time i spend with her,to overween the little time, i took the time off from all my upcoming plans and head to ntuc with her,it nascents in my priority now.
Somehow managing to internalize the boredom to face at home will be much comparable to the time i rather spend pinching on soft tomatoes.And whats dispose out of this use-to-be beautiful fruits are the juicy sweet blood spilling out,rolling off their sheer soft luminous orange skin.
the walk in sunplaza with a market trolley dragged behind me seems to be quite commodious,though i use to hate it and would choose to have it pulled by someone else,my sister or something.come to think of it,its not so embarrasing.isnt tt what all girls suppose to chore on.

Walking forward to home,by far i kept my eyes tightly uphold on a mat framed with magnificent turqoise hair color,when he drew nearer,damn it was arif and company.dude i love ur hair color and come to mention u glue well on the colour.haha.

Off for now,mummy needs my help in the kitchen.

toodles
marfi @ 4:51 PM


intentions grew older then ever,clubbing is on the list.like totally,omg whut the hell shall i hit on once i enter.maybe a sneer from undoubtly effontery skimpy girls,hmm wttvr.though N'levels is off,the results arent yet.i did remember the lamest mistakes i made during the paper,but its over and done,pointless bragging.after all,humans are fallible,better thanks me for that siding people.


On this dreadfully boring Monday,i made an attempt to head down and meet up with my two best smelly piglets.indulged in a chat,i began to feel it to be increasingly sere,so i opted home.Home is still the best though u need to tolerate some rodomontade lines.ugh.

okay,now lets move on.my dear cousin bragging and begging for his notes back,so i made an effort to travel there.tagging along with me is two ludic hotties.haha!dude,take tt as a complement noe.and they are mr indies and mr hamson.thanks for the company,mwah2.

Can you tell me how dead beat i am now?i bet you dont.

dont agitate me further.Cause beware,i crash on anything i land on.

goodnight bitches
marfi @ 12:30 AM


Finally the day has arrived.everything had finally ended.true seriously,like omg,the minute i lay my hands off the calculators and pen,smiling was the best thing to do during that brief moment.
Now let us all celebrate!yeay.

plans are on the line.me and the girls we'll be heading town tomorrow.lets break fast at lau pa sat girls!.yoohoo.

i have nothing else to write
nights
marfi @ 11:02 AM


ouh my god.i can like drop dead on my feet anytime man.

N'levels suck big time,and i mean,really big,in fact huge.to screw history paper has caused me nearly to tears.i was confidently hoping for germany as the esssay question,instead,it was FUCKING China,Will-Never-Have Peace settlement and FUGLY Stalin and his roue mentality,accept that its a country.i was effing hoping to do weel for history in order to get at least a 5,since i screwed social studies,thereasons are the same.So dont ask.

I HATE HUMANS.

studying with kim and gg was fun.we didn't literally concentrate,but who cares ,its still and after all the best medicine after days of straight study and pernicious exam.

I ABHOR YOU FUCKING PAPERS.

after studying,our stomachs was flashing mood swings.so we headed to the sembawang satay club for a define mee goreng.Fact,the mee was ubber deli-si- os.hmmm..yum yum.though the food are great,but not for the workers.one of them was staring at us from head to toe with a pakcik gatal smile.like soo eew while the other one was apprising an attraction.they were like:

me and bitchy gg were luffing over a horrendous joke about the pakcik gatal;
gg & i:hahahahahahhahahaaahhah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(we dont give a fuck,so we laugh outrageously loud)
mat pakcikss:hahaahahahhaah.....................(impersonating)
me and gg:acting nonchalent,in another way,trying to contretemp them.and we successed!
mat pakcikss:eleh adek ni..bla bla bla.
as they impersonates,the pakcik gatal at the stall were like smiling,and was obviously expecting back a smile-Soo No way!
i took the plate of mee goreng and walk away with a misprize image.take tt cheeky buggers.
marfi @ 9:36 PM