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Sunday, August 20, 2006

I know its late.1.01 am now and only now then I start blogging.I had'nt post anything yet since ages ago and people have long start wondering why the fuck is ayu so fucking lazy. Well lat me tell you something readers,im no equivalent to regular bloggers whom bloggged everyday with sexy or cuty pretence pictures lacing their blog.And i dont nor cant blog every trace about my life(okay maybe a littl,perhaps 10 % only) in this particular avenue whom some people call it the free exposure web page.Sorry people i just cant,and if i've offended you,I'm sorry.Most people hate me for my hot thorns on jelly words.Hey,thats my nature and there;s nothing you can change that.

Me and mother aren't talking terms.It has been longer than i expected.Although she would still prepare me my ususal hot milo and kaya bread in the morning,I need to throw the stinkist rubbish,so it's like a trade.Mother was being unresonable and ridiculous about my results.So i received a C6 for mother tounge malay and it was suppose to be something expected.Then I called her and told her about the results.And this was her words,"c6? why so bad? ur cousin got a A2.What about your friends?" HELLO! I'm whimpering here,there you are comparing.A little advise or support will be a great help okay! Obviously,the blabbering of compare and condemning comtinued even though when i took a quick nap in the afternoon.Thanks to her sick speech,i got distracted and couldnt continue on my nap."Thanks for nothing ma"

I missed my usual sunday las vegas,miami ink and boston legal.And I had to miss it today.

I hopped onto dawn and xiaxue's blog.And they both looked pathetically artificial.Never have i thougtht they were pretty,and if anyone of you out there is trying their very best to smile cutily and smear a 12 level cake of extra-fair-than-your-own-skin foundation.I might wanna label you a caucasion wanna be gone wrong.Here's a tip: Apply bird's shit as your foundation,they make wonders. : )

marfi @ 1:30 AM