Thursday, June 29, 2006
8.58 P.M
''For in its innermost depths youth is lonelier than old age." I read this in some book and I've always remembered it, and found it to be true. Is it true that grownups have more difficult time here than we do? No. I know it isn't. Older people have formed their opinions and don't waver before they act. It's twice as hard for us young ones to hold our ground, and maintain our opinions, in a time when people are showing their worst sides, and do not know whether to believe in truth and right and God.
Anyone who claims that the older ones have a more difficult time here certainly does not realize to what extent our problems weigh down on us, problems for which we think we've found a solution, but the solution seem able to resist the facts which reduce it to nothing again. That is difficulty in these times; ideals, dreams and cherished hope rise within us only to meet the horrible truth and shattered.
I have strong senses which ables me to know the truth untold. I found my choler rising.
marfi @ 6:01 AM