Thursday, January 12, 2006
put me into consideration please
I am taking this minor half and hour to flick out all that has been interrupting me;be it everything.
I AM SINKING SO BADLY that it became a potrait drewn on my face,where everyone can notice.They know im smothered in so much despair,its in my body language.I sense dubiety in them,in what they find about me whenever operation is in process.Dont conflate the present and past with the use of ingeniuos flashbacks,making me marshal my thoughts so deeply I could not barely cry.Dont doubt me as if im conspicously and reprehensibly bad.I have my senses,I have emotions flowing out.I dont want to be the center of a notable contretemps whom spill hallucinating sacrifices.So distressing.
I was wolfing down some hot chicken soup when a lady in singpore's post uniform walked pass summoning "eh girl.dont think too much when you're eating know."I am actually,thinking through the series of every minute i went through today.What sounds are these that sting as they caress, that irrupt into my soul and twine about my heart?
marfi @ 11:11 PM