Wednesday, December 21, 2005
For the next couple of weeks,nothing can pierce my happy glow.I pretend nonchalant.Within this glow,sand is fading it away.Its torturingly hellish,but still i pretend nothing happened.The chagrin which is causing to inure the eye-is the 'it' i don't want to see.I imagined faithfully everyone would be given the step to the next level.It wasnt easy,you need nauseting months of focus and pressure voluptuary.
Exactly around 2 plus on Monday,nothing i imagined seemed to come true.A lie instead.I made it.But my best friend didnt.Not only her,some others lives in the same situation.I didnt questioned.Seeing the lackadaisical emotion,i already achieved the answer.In the laconic language of the result slip,there was "no visble sign of life".
"I told Ayu that I'm on a bad luck streak.Because things are not working out for me."Gg says.I told gg that ITE is not the end of life.People may think ITE stands for Its The End. And i believe such strong being liek her will dissiminated around her what seemed and aura of beneficiance and goodwill.Although there's no each presence,our heart make the significance.
The picture above is one of the leftovers.
marfi @ 7:51 AM