Thursday, September 29, 2005
lazy
its so shitty.just to wake up from a deep slumber sleep this morning.i hate the way my body system works.it goes like this,sleeping at 3,i'll be all indolent to wake up and even if slept earlier,i would still have trouble getting up.being unfavourable to grope out of bed is still the wanted victim to my saturnine body.Grrrr
Photo session was great although i appear like a china doll who's forcing a smile.Unconciously,the whole class looked fantastic by far(now that's something to be pleased of.harharhar).not forgetting,he still look hot after many critiques of looking like a girl.can i bite you?
the girls,syuh and bad filed straight out to smelly gg's house,to take some clothing or what.i dunno, while i headed home to fetch my barbies,for a photoshoot with emily's girls.(barbies i mean)
kim has to sit outside because he wants to,after much forcing,we gave up.maybe kim already got himself indulge into a malay typical mother-father stereotype mentality.haha!i miss barbie,so i went over to gg's house and sat along the doorway playing with it.i love the frisson of dressing up and hairstyling their hair.i dont give a fuck about how old i am,and that i shouldnt be playing with barbies right now.i personally believe,that is one narrow minded mentality.fuck to those who think its immature.BARBIES are the envy of every girl.
The month of ramadan is drawing near,and so does N levels.i'm making all the sacrifices now in order not to be devoured completely over bad results.i want satisfaction.the enjoyment and feeling of happiness is not after N(a little maybe),but the pleasent results achieved.Now that's enjoyment!
making hardships now won't hurt.it pays off at the end of the day.
i miss you,u miss me,we are one happy friends.with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you.won't you say u miss me too.
laying off
marfi @ 6:05 AM