Thursday, September 29, 2005
bloody fuck
TENEBROUS
Today was unflavourable,to wake up feeling drowsy and moody,thats enough.what's more is that i have to get down to the kitchen get screamed.dont fuckin shout at me like tt!don't blame for what is happening and to what a person i had become!its partly your fuggin fault.I know im stoopidly dumb so dont rub on more.im not like the rest or like any other kids u want me to be.i've cried enough for the past 5 years.i dont do well partly because of the favourtism u ran in the house!I can remember very vividly the first time i became aware of my existence;how for the first time i realised that i was not a sentinent human being in a perceptibe world.the rictus image plastered on their face for most kids do when their mum pressed them right ot their feet,well i fuckin tried not to,only to respect ur unworthy decision.but sorry,i bottle all of them,no one knows how fucking deep my cut is now though im all hyper and garrulously loud in school.So what if i committed some malfeasance in your native presence,that doesnt mean you should be biased.stop siding yourself and say you love every each of us equally,you can just count me out anytime.i will be greatly honoured!take me to consideration,im fuckin sensitive,i told you,i bruised easily.so be gentle.
to hear that there will be no prom night is an ear piercing.i hate it when someone dont mark their words.the school effin sucks.i'll rot them if i could and i bet they dont have any other words to say.mothafug!
its raining,at least mother nature cares about me.they know when to put the most refulgent show so as to ease me up.i thank you for that.can i bath in the rain?
blogging is the perfect time-killer.friendster is down.so im jus wasting all my time now posting,blog-hopping and luffing at stoopidly-lame blogs.i wanna start now.
its raining its pouring.sha lalalalalala....
marfi @ 3:32 PM